21th March..

Well well..

first of all, 

congratulations to all the high achievers 

for SPM 2012!!

21th March, it used to be an ordinary Thursday but SPM result was released on this particular day which made it..hmm..a special day perhaps?haha..

It was indeed a 'special' day for me..

The day I disappoint all my teachers and even my principal

The day I disappoint my dear aunty yoga and sir murali

And most importantly..my beloved dad

Teachers n dad have high expectation from me for this examination..

but I failed them.

The moment I called up my dad and told him about my result

I felt his disappointment over the phone..

the feeling was something which I wish I could never feel it

Dad told me very frankly that he was disappoint but life has to move on 

he accepted the result as it wasn't really that bad

but the moment he compared my result with my friend's

I just couldn't stop my tears rolling in the eyes

Same thing happened when I called up aunty yoga

I love them so much that I couldn't stand that I failed them

Their disappointment were stabbing my heart like a sharp knife

Though I knew that I can blame no one but myself

for not working hard enough or concentrating 

Lalala~~ 

life goes on

and 

what a lesson learnt for my life

by paying such a price