Friday, December 9, 2011

When the truth reveal...

Welcome back to blogging, May!!

Well..I guess that's what I should say to myself at this moment? lol..
Yeah have been off from blogging for sometimes and now~ finally I m back!
These very few months I have been busy with NRC - FYE - WRO - Trip
Lol..look like a celebrity that keep busy with stuff ya..haha :p
Will post on NRC and WRO later on..
Now feel like expressing some incidents that strike my heart hard just before NRC..

It happened..around two days before NRC..and it just happened.
I have once hope that I never come to know the truth of it..bcoz it hurts.
Lol..ya, it hurts.
A few weeks or months before this day arrived, I knw something was wrong.
But sadly, I dunknw what is it..
I have been so silly to think that maybe its just my illusion and things will go back like usual, like how they should be.
But they do not.
I have been wondering what the hell was going on around me and finally I came to a conclusion.
I just lost the trust of my friend, my truly treasured friend.
The moment I knw the truth from a crying, moody team member..
I was like - WTF?
And I laughed.

I know her well..but I just cant imagine why she can believe in other ppl just like that and start to..ignore me?
I dont care of the incident or misunderstood or whatever that cause her to believe in that ''fact''
but I feel frust about her..that how can she just believe it..and change in a matter of time..
Then the moody one asked me..- since you've realise it earlier,why didnt you cry?
Lol..cry? I cant do that! I dont have the right to do so even though I want to do it so much!
They will think that I m pretending..things will go more worse and I dont want that..
I just wish everything can back to usual and life goes on...
I have been struggling every times I stepped in my school..
Should I express it out or..I just keep quiet and let things be?
I told ay about it..and she suggested me to keep quiet..
Nah..maybe things will be more worse if I express it out lol..
So as usual..a smile from me every time run into them and life..did go on.

Really thanks to ay for helping and listening to me all these days..and banana too
Thanks for the night,you were there during the hardest time of the
Emo time i can say..hahaha
Well..maybe things have turn on better now and..
lets just forget it?
For God's sake, I won't.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Totally PISSED OFF!!!

Just now got some news from teacher which it tells about some competition for last year,
the news said about the way the judges judge and how the result gonna be,
and I m totally FRUS after listening to it.
INDIGNANT you know how hard we worked just to get the concede from the others,how high spirit we were?
we wished to prove that not only them can do well,we too.
For how long we were longing for the title ''champion'' to come on our hand...
but each time the result was disappointing.
Okie..maybe some will say that title is not the main point,
as long as we know that we are better.
Yes..that's correct..for half.
You cant imagine the joy and the happiness that it can bring to us when something we were longing come into our hand...
we will be very happy..
very very happy..
and satisfy..
even though it comes only once.
No more worthy for us to stay sooo high spirit for the competition,
but still..we will only do our best,
hoping for one day the justice comes pass by.. 

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Haaapyyy Birthdayy May!

mean me la,hoho
Hav a blast simple celebration with family :D

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Happy Teacher Day!!

My deepest appreciation to both of them 
who hav been leading me 
to the correct path in my life 
with all their advices and lessons
once i stepped in the time of teenage revolt.
Thank you aunty yoga & sir mureli! :)

"One good teacher in a lifetime may sometimes change a delinquet into a solid citizen."

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Far far Away

Just realize dat my life wasnt so interesting as others.
Everyday, I m doing the same thingy.
Everyday, at certain time, certain place, doing same activities.
Same rules, same regulations, same person.
The dream of going out the world of mine and find another dreamworld seem to be far far away.
Okie...I admit it.
I didnt work hard to achieve it.
"Only hard work will pay, may".
The quote of my dad.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Damn the motorcyclist ==

Well well..actually, its a wonderful day for me.
Although exam redi finish but a lot of stuff keep coming up and blah blah blah~
pening lo @.@
Then, today dad has to go down to kl,
being in the situation of no choice, i hav to cycle again.
you know la..recently the weather was so farking hot and again, i became a blackie..T.T
By the time i finishing my tuition at 4.30pm, the sky seem to turn a little bit of cloudy,
arhar! god help me at last :D
cycle cycle cycle..
when i almost reach my house,i passed a motorcyclist with no helmet and seem to be a little bit sot sot and
holding a packet of coke. He saw me passing him,then he mumbling to himself and he *droooo* tot i purposely wanna cut you meh..really siao de..=.=
indeed,after he cutting me he laugh at there..~.~
other than dat,he also ridicule me as 四眼妹 when he cut me,dat i can accept and i just dun bother about it.
and at the end he just cnt stop and add on saying dat i got no ears and blah blah.
okie la..then i wish you fall from your motorbike when you turn around to "praise" me and a car come coincidence, knock you on your head and *blakkk* into a fallen watermelon,sure very syok hor..

Sunday, March 13, 2011


A visit to my grandparents house,
30mins playing with my little cousins,
flashing back my memorable kintergarten + primary school's sweet days..
Its a rhythmical vocab learning for small children
and we used to rhythm it when we were bored last last time.
Its in chinese..
wondering whether my friends still rmb it or not..
-谢谢谢,bung bung bung,
well..its kinda pity for those who slow react..
bcoz they will kena a tight slap in the end! hohoho! xD

Ahh..its sooo warm :)

Today,once I stepped out from my dad's car,
I heard a cried - "JIE JIE~!'' (mean sis la)
the little girl just ran across the road,rushed toward me and puff!
She hugged my leg and asking me to hug her up high.
I m glad there was no car crossing by the time she ran toward me,if anything happen i really cnt forgive myself forever.
Well well,hugging her and taking her back to my grandparents house.
She just cnt stop her hand playing wif my hairs and not letting me to hug the others. feel so warm.
Having a little one cried for you,eagerly asking you to play wif her,and mentioned dat you are HERS. sweet it is..
from the second she cried and hugged seem dat something evoking from my heart..
keeping her accompany for the 30mins...there was always a curve on my face..
The 30mins...yet it seem so short..
The little one..
always hav the magic to lift your heart up =D

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Its February! and Happy Chinese New Year!! =D

This year is rabbit year and sooo...its my year,lolx!
our school just took a few days off...
what more worse is the holidays are before CNY =.=
May i ask?where we can go before CNY?
Of coz we can go shopping and blah blah,but before CNY no angpau take de la~~ T.T
this year just went to a few friends house..getting lesser and lesser angpau now...><
Within some month has redi passed.
Our lovely teacher too sayang us and they gave a lot of homework for us to finish up especially during this CNY.
Teacher also want us to write NOVEL~~ in chinese...(_ _)''
Honestly,i havent touch anything about novel until now. Y( ^.^ )Y
This year quite boring actually..
i was doing my hw at night while my family are playing mahjong!!!
and the next day i totally banned my hw and keep playing =D
Let see my CNY journal from day one to day 4 =]

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Dang Geun!!

Do you know what dang geun mean in korean?
Banana ghost sent the link to me at first
and its sooooo CUTE~~
dang geun dang geun i love you  you love me~~
there is another video,about eggs dee,tell us about the benefit of egg,very cute too~
dang geum~